January 2012
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So it's the last several hours of 2011
Looking back, 2011 was a rough year for me. My parents basically broke up, some girl that I actually liked told me she didn’t like me at all, I starting failing/struggling in a class, i was in and out of the doctor’s, and I’ve just been stressed as hell. 2012 is gonna be same shit, new year, but the least I can do is just let the past be the past and look forward from here!...
December 2011
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One of my biggest fears is disappointing others.
Im not trying to sound all selfless and giving, but its true! I’m always afraid of letting people down. Yeah, I do well in school for myself, but ultimately, I just really wanna make my family proud. I’m always doing people favors because I’m always afraid to say no. I’m constantly acting all happy and jolly because I’m afraid to bring my friends’ moods down. I...
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I hate everyone right now.
Sometimes I wish no one else in the world existed. That way there’d be no one to annoy me, or let me down, or whatever. I just wanna go to sleep for a really long time right now and have someone wake me up whenever everyone decides to stop being annoying.
A sunny Christmas, only in San Diego!
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Is it me, or has Christmas not felt like Christmas...
It might be because I’m getting older. Or maybe it’s because I’m a San Diegan and it’s 70 degrees in December, but it hardly feels like the holidays. I used to count down the days to Christmas when I was younger, but now it just came so quick! Plus, Christmas shopping this week has been more stressful for me than anything.
4 days and 1 hour until Christmas, but it sure...
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Sometimes I feel like there’s no one I can talk to.
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"You will never regret working hard, but you will...
Ms. Kovacic told our class this the other day and i didn’t really gaf at the time. But then I really thought about it, and I realized it’s true. Although school’s stressful as fuq right now and I get no sleep, I’m not gonna regret working my ass off in a few months from now when all these colleges send me my acceptance letters. ;D
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I need to stop expecting the worse of everything.
Today, I was going into my first day of internship expecting a boring ass job, and a lame boss.
I didn’t want to apply to UCLA or UC Berkeley because I feel as if I’m almost sure I’m not getting in.
I’m too scared to ask my mom to let me go on a college visit because I think she’ll get mad at me for wanting to miss school.
I’m procrastinating on my college...
